Well, once again, I have no idea where to begin....
I am moving with Cailean to Nanaimo on the 22nd or 23rd, (depends on when his parents come to pick us up), and I am in the midst of packing everything. It is great fun. The room smells of fresh laundry, as I have just done like... 7 loads including the blanket and pillows.
Cailean is in Kelowna for a few days, getting his drink on with Patrick, and Pat's new boytoy... Peter? I believe it was. It has been a rough day. Definitely one that I don't want to remember.
I went out for chinese food with Sam (a friend from school). It was alright. Kind of awkward, as we don't have much in common, and she is always on about how I changed and don't like her anymore. I feel bad, but at the same time.... she can be quite annoying.
I no longer work for Rogers. Yesterday was my last shift, and I was quite happy to be out of that place. YAHOO!! Now, I just need to get a new job in Nanaimo. There is so much to get done that it kind of all just builds up and then I lose track of what to do. Silly me.
Once again, I have made an ass over myself. I don't know why, but every time Cailean goes off with Patrick... I get jealous... and sad... and feel as though I just don't belong. I was asked to come, but I felt that I shouldn't. That patrick and anna and them are Cailean's friends... not mine. We both gave eachother the cold shoulder, and when he came to say goodbye, I was immature and stupid about it. I don't know why I do it, but it happens, and I realize that I am such a fucking idiot. They are his friends, and he should get a chance to say goodbye to them. I have very few friends here, (tried to make some, but because I was stupid, and because of other reasons, it just didn't work out).
I saw my parents last weekend. It was good, until Dri decided to beat on Pravin because he said something rude that was a little too close to home for her. Stupid woman. She can be such a cunt.
Cailean said he would call tonight... I hope he does. I don't really like having to talk to him when he is completely smashed, but just knowing that he is okay and doing alright, is better than not getting a phone call, and spending all night worrying. Although, seeing as how it is already 11pm, I don't think he will. *sigh* I love you boyo. So much.
I know I can be an asshole, and I am sorry. I feel terrible. I cried for a good while after he left. He just... left. I know I told him to "just go"....
I dunno. I am so confused. What should I do?

Wow... it's almost been three weeks since I updated this thing. Whoopes. Bad Keelan, very bad Keelan. Well now, let's see... where do I begin?

Cailean and I are moving soon! Yay! We got ourselves a place in Nanaimo, close to the university/college I got into. Should be good times. Can't wait to meet Mary. She seems like a good kid. Heh heh heh. Work is still going as badly as ever. I get to give my notice soon! Yay to that! My mom tore her ligaments in her leg, (silly woman stepped in a hole). But she is doing well. The doc said she is going to be just fine. Aside from the fact that she has to let it heal for like the next six weeks, which is bad for her, as she is on crutches, and works as a nanny for two little kids. Yikes.

Cailean has been working two jobs. He works at 7-11 and Husky. He's my little workerbee. I don't know what I would do without him. It's sucks for him, because I tend to keep quiet when I am deep thinking, or frustrated about something. He tries to talk about it with me, but I just don't know how to put my thoughts into words. When I try, I feel as though I sound like some incompetent idiot, (maybe because I am). I know that he gets frustrated in constantly having to ask me "what's the matter?".... And I feel really bad about it. *sigh* Guess I will have to work more on my communication skills. They seem a little shotty.

The sun is starting to shine, which means spring/summer are well on their way! Yay for swimming! I CANNOT WAIT TO GO SWIMMING!! I am now 19. I can go out drinking, and dancing, and all that fun stuff that grown-ups get to do! Like Lottery! Heh heh heh. I like scratch tickets.

I am giving my notice at work soon! Yay for quitting Rogers!!

Anywho, I am off for now.

One last thing:

Doesn't "expecting the unexpected" make the unexpected expected?

Does it?

So, now, once again I have neglected LiveJournal.

Bad me!

Well, Cailean and I found a place in Nanaimo with a friend of his named Tricia. We move there at the end of June. Now, the shitty part, is that we have to pay rent over there (as well as damage deposit), and we also have to pay rent here in Penticton. {second job here I come}

Not too sure how it's going to happen (cue mommy and daddy). Not too sure as to how we are moving down there. I asked my parents, but they declined, saying that one had to work, and the other was afraid of driving through Vancouver, and her car is too small to fit any one else. Yee hoo dee haw. I think Cailean was trying to get his mom/stepdad to pick us up with there truck... not sure on how that is going.

I turn 19 in 6, almost 5, days. Get to be a year older! Yay me!! So..... yeah.... the joys of adulthood. Feels great. Absolutely love it. Yeah.... yeah.

Ok, let's get this thing up to speed, shall we?

First off, I got accepted into Malaspina University/College!! I was quite excited about that, (as I still have yet to hear back from UBC, but I am starting to think that that might not happen). Cailean and I are living together now with Amber, which is absolutely wonderful! I am so happy. Work at Rogers is becoming unbearable, so I hope to quit sometime soon, (extremely hopefully). Another one of my teeth shattered, so I am going to be young with dentures... talk about a real dent in the ego/confidence. Me and Cailean are moving to Comox, and then Nanaimo, for my schooling. Things should be great!

I haven't heard from my parents in a while, last I heard, my mom was going to Prince George to help my sister move into her new house that she is renting with some people for the summer. Dri, (my other sister) is pregnant, hooray for her! I got a bed!!! Well, an air mattress, but it does the trick for now, until we can get an actual bed.

I went to my first gay dance in Kelowna for Patrick's birthday, and it was TONNES of fun. We ended up doing some E, and drinking, and dancing! I was surprised with myself. I actually danced at a dance! Tee hee hee.

I am going to be 19 in 16 days! It is soon to be my birthday! Woo hoo! Feel the aging effects! Mwa ha ha ha ha...

And yeah, that about does it for what's been up.

so... yeah... I'll let you get back to doing whatever it was you were doing.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! I got accepted into Malaspina University/College!! I was quite excited. I did however lose some of my excitedness when I called my mom to tell her, and she didn't say congrats or anything. She was all like: "well, do you know what you want to take? Why go there if you don't know what you want to do?". Small chance I broke down and cried. Thankfully Cailean was right there beside me. I love you dear boyfriend.

Anywho, aside from that, I still unfortunately work for Rogers. Hopefully I will be able to quit soon. Stupid fucking Rogers. My sister Dri is prego. It's weird.

I got an air mattress, so no more sleeping on the stupid half inch foamy. Stupid piece of junk that it was. It is almost that time again. The time where I celebrate being another year older. Woo hoo!

So exciting.

Well, off to go and watch some online tv or somewhat. Sorry it's been so long, (not that anyone really reads what I have to say).

So, let's see:

1) Cailean is back on tuesday morning!! today, tomorrow, and then back early tuesday morning, so really, that's only like... well... HE'S COMING BACK TOMORROW! Feel the excitement.

2) I have to close with another coworker to which I despise. I have to spend five hours with him. It may not sound like much, but when working with an "ome", who says the most random, stupid, un-needed things, you just can't help but hate him.

3) All alone once again, well, until tuesday morning. Amber has run off with Louise to Seattle until tuesday evening. They are taking Louise's sister to an airport or something rather.

4) I don't know what has been up with people lately. Customers, coworkers, random strangers alike. It has been crazy-like.

5) I had this guy come into the store the other night, and apparently he and another guy got into a bit of an argument. Well, when he came up to the tills, he kept swearing, obviously drunk, and then he started to get mad at me. I was like... wow. He looked like he was in the mood to beat someone to a pulp.

6) I wish that everyone could speak one universal language, so that when someone came up to rent porn, you could tell them exactly what you need to, and have them understand, then spend 10 minutes telling him he has to pay now, return later, and no, I won't lower the rental cost because you think it's too expensive. Which is exactly what I did.

7) Cailean comes back soon! SOONER THAN SOON! YAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYA!!

8) Other than that, not much has been going on. Yesterday was a shitty day, and I wasn't very talkative, which wasn't very fair to Cailean, as he called to talk to me. I felt bad, cause then I ended up waking him up, as I finally wanted to talk. just goes to show me, that you should grasp the chance you have, and not waste it just because you "can't find the right words". My gawd, I suck.

*sigh*

I really don't want to go to work. Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?

I don't want to work alone with that crazed loon.

Rarely ever have I gotten such exciting news from work!

Moo ha ha ha ha!

Ding dong the bitch has quit! Which old bitch? The fucking bitch! Ding dong the fucking bitch has QUIT! Yes! It is absolute freedom from the incesutous whorebag! Well, maybe not complete freedom, I still may have to see her around town. But I no longer have to deal with her!

Ahhh, just a couple weeks, and then, I won't have to do anything with her ever again! I cannot believe what a whore she is. She actually tried to get them (bosses) to fire me. Like honestly... how childish can you get over a fucking note? It wasn't even that rude.

Cailean comes back in TWO DAYS! Just two more. One day of sitting around... one day of sitting aound and then work. Another day of sitting around, and then work... and then TWO days off to spend with Cailean! I seriously just want to climb into a bed, and cuddle and kiss and touch eachother for days on end.

Soon, Keelan, soon.

*whimper*

Tw more days. Just two. Two more days. Yes!

Yay! It's almost over! Just three more days. Three more days until my boy comes back to me. I must say... that when I look back, Cailean was right, the time did go by eerily quickly. But hey, no complaints here. I am just so excited to have him back. Saturday, Sunday, Monday, and then back tuesday early morning. WOO HOO!

I get my boyfriend back!

Not even Yonda's immature behaviour can quell my happiness. YAY!

Current Mood: bouncy

Stupid... Fucking... Cunty... Assed... Incestuous... WHORE BAG!!

To put it mildly.

I must say, that one coworker in particular, is such a fucking slut. She writes rude notes about everyone at the store, and then has the audacity to get mad at me for writing a note to her. Well, fuck you, you dumb twat.

Not to mention... she comes to work, in the evening, after it was only me and Layla working, and just because there are some returns, says that she doesn't have to do them, because we did NOTHING! She has no fucking clue what we did all day, and I can tell you for fucking sure, it wasn't fucking nothing. That stupid dumb motherfucker. Awww, poor baby, there's some returns that she has to do. Boo fucking hoo.

And then she calls me at home from work, and reems me out about having "no right" and that she is going to be "discussing it with Kathy (our manager). Well, you know what, go right ahead, because I have my own problems I would like to bring up with Kathy about you, you brain-dead fucknut.

I hope she quits like she plans on it. I hope she leaves for good, and goes starts going to blockbuster. She is a dumb whore.

*sigh*

I could rant and rave well into the night, but frankly, she's not worth the effort. (Cunt bag).

Bah. I need to go and... do something other than think about that dumb bitch.

MY GAWD! I really want to touch Cailean right now. Feel his skin... his his veins... the resonating beat of his pulse... EVERYTHING! I am going crazy. ONE MORE WEEK! JUST ONE MORE WEEK!

I just watched CHILDREN OF MEN... powerful movie. It was good.

I work a stupid morning shift tomorrow. Yee hoo dee haw. *sigh*

I should probably get some sleep.

(Oh, I worked up the courage to ask my parents for money, turns out my sister called them, and told them I needed money, so they were going to send me some anyway. I dunno. I am torn as to whether or not I should be mad, or happy that Larissa told them. It saved me from telling them, but at the same time, it was my responsibility. *sigh* Well, I am getting some money, which will be good. Thank you mom and dad, I owe you so much. I cannot begin to comprehend the amount that you have done for me. I apologize for many things. I love you both.)

*sigh* Make the torment end soon.